I Sometimes Feel

I Sometimes Feel

this might be purgatory, I heard myself mumble, with a WAIT ! WHAT DID I JUST SAY ?!? alarmed alert from my inner self. And call it tired or confused or wanting to just hunker Under My Sidewalk for a while, but yep, those doubtful words, I spoke.

And I’m pretty sure I’ve made it clear, I’m a believer in Jesus and what happens next and signs and dream hugs and lessons and reasons and greeters in Heaven  andandand …

& truth be told ?? I don’t believe in this dismal place dubbed

because I refuse to think, my most awesome friend,

I Call Him Friend

would create such a horrible, in between. But lately, oooooh, lately, I have to admit, I’m struggling. Lost in a vortex of again and again and again, happening AGAIN.

🙁

I guess it boils down to my somewhat naive way of thinking, it’s easy, if one simply tries.

’cause if I try and you try and we all just TRY.

try.

No worries, those of you who frequent this blog because of my !! positivity only !! promise. I assure you, good vibes will return soon. But today, yes, today, I’m diving in and wondering out loud … purgatory, this might be.

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