Waiting On The Whoosh

Waiting On The Whoosh

Well HI there !!

I have returned from a 5-day, self imposed hiatus and I’m kinda, sorta wondering, did you miss meeeeeee ??? didja, didja ??

Well, YaY

I missed you too.

So.

I stepped away from my laptop because I had things to do and places to be and normally when I’m busy with the this and that’s of life ?? blogging steadfastly and very happily remains a no-brainer. I’ll find the time. I’ll squeeze it in. I’ll take one for the team. I’ll get in that zone. I’ll make whenever and wherever happen.

But this go-round ???

oh boy.

I believe it’s called Writer’s Block
& I’ve got it bad.
Or good.
Or bad and good.
Either way, yes, yes, yes, I have bumped into it’s wall.

My cluttered up brain has become even more so
& try as I might, I can’t make it make sense.
It’s nothing but scrambled eggs up there.

I am trying my best to listen and hear and understand and organize and relay the miscellaneous words that gather in my mind
and yep, right smack, right there lies my problem because the more I tell myself to stop trying so hard, the harder it becomes to stop trying so hard.

! urgh !

All I can think is, it’s been ten whole months since I’ve written a poem or story.
10. MONTHS.

waaaaaa.

The good news ??

I now know for certain why writers love the secluded life.
Put me in a log cabin in the middle of nowhere and leave me completely alone for a good long while.
I guarantee, you will be pleased with my results.

In the meantime though, please don’t mind me.
I’m am wandering around aimlessly, trying to figure out a way to unscramble the scramble.

Wandering, wondering

&

um

uh huh, the gateway to my words is a bit dammed up and jammed up right now but, that push is pushing and I am confident it will open up soon
& when it does ?

whoosh

But, until that wonderfully whooshy moment in time ??
Please pardon my nothing.

🙂

Oh Yes I Can