Jump

Jump

Yesterday was one of those days.
A hunker down in a hole kind of day.
A day where I knew what my Mama meant when she’d say ‘I feel like I could jump out of my skin”
Yep.
I wanted to catapult.

But, I didn’t.
Instead, I complained and I griped and I whined,
to myself, mostly.
Lucky for Husband, his day found him a few miles away from this house and my grumbles.

grrrrr

& it was little things, really.
Pissy, silly, minuscule things.
But, when one is in the midst of the big HUMPH, one doesn’t realize this until after the fact.

The weather guy was my first target
& btw, Weather Guy ?
Every flippin time you tell me a gigantic blob of rain is headed my way, I believe you
& I will change my walking plans to ride that oh so dreaded exercise bike.
uh,
guess what ?
You were wrong AGAIN, mister
& have I mentioned how me continually following your wrong advise really, REALLY gets on my nerves ??

gaaaa

Then it was the carbohydrates fault.
Husband and I are calculating our intake of those darn buggers
& so far, so good.
But, who knew I was so in love with carbohydrates ??
& yesterday, I missed them desperately.
DES PER ATE LY
hey, all I wanted was to spend some quality time with my good pal, Potato Chips.
Is that too much to ask ??

waaaaa

Add this to the fact that certain members of our Earth’s population are walking a very, VERY fine line with me these days ??!?
& yeah
Watch out.

Goodbye skin

& all along this self imposed, miserable trek I kept looking, I kept thinking,
I’ll find her.
I KNOW, I’ll find her
& eventually, YaY 
I did.
My teeny, tiny, pull me out of my blues, ray of sunshine was there
because she is always, ALWAYS there.

This time she showed up in a book I just happened to be moving to get to something else
& ooops. drop.
As I reached to pick up, the words I had been needing leaped out with a wonderful TA DA !!
& presto !!
Life was good, once again.

& what were those fabulous words that brighten my gloomy day ?

“Search for deep treasure as you go through this day. You will find me all along the way”

I searched, I found
& my yesterday ended up being awesome and jolly.

weeeeee

& now, as I begin a brand new 24 hours, I will be seeking and finding again
and again
& yep, I’ll most definitely be staying in this skin.

whew

errrr, ah Weather Guy ?
I forgive you.
& carbohydrates ?
I soooooo miss you so.

🙂

I Am My Feelings