Hey, Jesus

October 24, 2020

It’s just me.

Again.

I know I’ve been boggled down with a whole bunch of 2020 confusion lately and I often come to you with a boatload of why ??!!?? or I simply hide from the persistent negativity and say nothing except, I’ll catch you later, we’ll talk about it soon … And I know I thank you most days but I also know, I don’t. Instead, I allow myself to get caught up in the noise and I shut you out cause, ya know, if I hide, ! poof ! it will surely disappear.

But I gotta tell you, my friend, THIS year is a doozie. And THIS time is relentless. And I find myself doubting and questioning and wondering way toooooo much when I know, I KNOW !! all I have to do is remain focused on YOU.

Hey, Jesus ??

♥

If you have a minute could you please help ??

I’m so doggone tired. Tired of the spinning, tired of the hatred, tired of trying and trying and trying to be positive in a world that prefers not. I need to see what YOU see, dear Jesus, because right here, right now ?? I am lost.

Hey Jesus ?? Would you mind placing me into the emotions of Christmas, 2019 when this card I received from Dad filled my insides with such confidence and encouragement that I framed and placed it where I could glance at it’s inspiring message daily,