Who Knew
Hi. It’s me
& if you’re wondering, this is where I’ve been the last few days as my stomach and I’ve had a not so pleasant rendezvous with a virus
ugh
& who knew ?? as I shuffled from the couch to the bathroom to the bed over and over and back again, that my head could be consumed with So. Many. Dismal. Thoughts.
I don’t like this. At. All. In fact, I don’t like anybody at this particular moment in time. Everyone annoys me so, PLEASE !! just leave me alone. Don’t talk, Don’t ask. Don’t be kind. Just leave. I promise, if I want, I’ll get. Oh and that whisper of a tv show in the distant background of my vortex ?? Yeah. That’s getting on my nerves too.
gaaaaaaa.
& who knew ?? that if I lay in this precise position, with my arm tucked here and my leg over there the ache would subside and I could zzzzzzz.
Ahhhhh sleep. It’s what I do best when I’m feeling this way. But with my sleep came a multitude of very weird, vivid dreams and it’s a darn shame I can’t remember any of them as I’d have a novel in the works, for sure
& who knew ?? It snowed !!
and how the heck did I miss that ?? Night became day and day became night and what time is it anyways ??
& who knew ?? the mere thought of food could disgust me so and that I’d much rather be cold than hot and uh huh, I CAN identify every, single, random nighttime noise in this house
& who knew ?? Social media and world news would mean absolutely nothing to me and that the plummeting of my fitbit step goal could cause such mental grief
& who knew ?? The meanie in me would have such a field day with my heart and soul.
yikes.
But who knew ?? finding my appetite again would be so delightful and the smell of coffee could be so amazing ??
& who knew ?? a warm shower could feel so magical and being back in an oversized sweatshirt and my Levi’s could make me so incredibly happy ??
& see that sun ?? it’s trying to make an appearance today !! It really is !! and hey, look what I saw as I stepped outside to catch a bit of fresh, cold air
the smiles are back and I’m writing again
& yep, who knew normal would feel so good ??!!?
🙂