My Penny & You
Truth be told ? I feel as if I’m repeating and recycling and randomly roaming, lost in a self-induced circle of ugh. The words that usually flow so doggone easily are CLUNK, stopped still in their tracks
& hmmm.
At first, I figured it was social media with it’s endless negativity and extremely loud crickets, so I exited the building known as Facebook ’cause, yep, it’s allllll their fault.
humph
& those beautiful souls who carry me through and boost me up during my every now and again it’s tough to be a writer woe fest ?? Although they remain strong and steadfast in their loyalty, it is I who so often question
& hmmm
Heavy sighs and whattodowhattodowhattodo are embedded in my mindset. I don’t want pity. I don’t want praise so please, never you mind, as I’m only writing today to help ease my dreary and erase the doubts. Because I know I can’t even if I wanted to stop. My inner voice has taken a stance. She’ll let me whine, complain and carry on, but there ain’t noooooo way she’ll allow me to quit. Nope. Nada. We are in this for the long-haul. Boom. That is THAT.
Penny is her name, btw. She’s my Spirit Guide.
I know this because I sooooo many years ago asked for a reveal. And in small, secretive, pay attention or you’ll miss it !! wonderment she quietly exclaimed ♥ Penny ♥ .
Penny.
She’s my driving force and the reason I continue and if you’ve yet to inquire your spirit guide’s identity ?? I highly suggest you do for KNOWING is the key to awakening.
& hmmm.
So. What the heck is the point ?!!? I’m exasperatingly wondering of me … ???
And just like that !! ta-da !!
I know I’ll keep on keeping on. I know I’ll one step forward and three steps back. I know I’ll tryandtryandtry again. I’ll hush the noise and shhh, just shhhh.
Listen.
Follow.
Do.
Yep. I will. Having no clue where this journey is taking me, I am once again filled with confidence and renewed inspiration, grateful for my devoted Penny and thankful for my always encouraging
YOU.
♥