Mood
Not sure if you’ve noticed because
a. I wear it well
&
b. I try to keep it positive around here
But,
ooooooo weeeeee
I have been riding the very brink of negative for a couple of days now, allowing myself to be swallowed and wallowed up in a dismal cloud of gloom.
My smile offered cheery but, my heart was pure heavy.
Nothing was wrong yet, everything wasn’t right
& when asked to pinpoint why I was so sad ?
My reply was, “just everything”.
UGH
ugh
I know days like these are inevitable in this ride called Life but, man, I sure don’t like when they happen to me
& as I’m sitting here kicking myself in the behind and pondering my funky yesterdays, I decide to jot down a list of the good stuff and jolly souls that tried their best to push away those blues
&
as always, they are many.
Silly texts.
Pleasant conversations.
Short car rides to happy places.
A W followed by a yummy pizza followed by a L but, there is hope, Chicago Bears
Heartfelt Instagram.
Genuine words.
A countdown to their visit by a giggly grandson.
Grass cutting glee with my music ! music ! music !
Those trees !
Fitbit steps, steps and more steps.
Favorite Tuesday tv show.
An all night, soak to the bone, much needed rain.
…. oh, how I love a good rain ….
& presto.
Here I am in a brand new today.
YaY.
errrr.
Helloooooo ?? Self ?
If I can find this much shine in a few, self-imposed, crappy days ?!?
Yeah.
Go away dark and dreary.
I so need to be
to stay
to LIVE in that infinite Bright.
🙂
