same ol same ol

same ol same ol

Some days I wake up and swear I am reliving yesterday
& the day before yesterday
& the day before that one too.

same ol. same ol
same ol everything

& on some days all those same days just seem to clump together into one big lump of nothing ever changes
& I sometimes fight to keep from jumping into that vortex of  ! UGH !

ugh

But then, I’ll have a moment that stops that twirly, whirly, swirly and places my mind at ease.

Deja vu.

How I LOVE deja vu.

“from French, literally “already seen”, is the phenomenon of having the strong sensation that an event or experience currently being experienced has already been experienced in the past, whether it has actually happened or not.”

Oh. Yeah.
Thank You Google.

I once read that deja vu is a gentle Universe nudge, an acknowledgement of sorts.
Reminding me that I am exactly where I am supposed to be, doing exactly what I’m supposed to be doing, at that exact moment.
Deju vu confirms that I am on the right path and all is just fine.
It’s my keep on keeping on, you’ve got this, thumbs up
&
I believe it.

oh, yes I do

& so,
I continue.
Happily chugging along, knowing that all these same ol, same ol days do matter.
They matter a lot.
Because they will get me to my ‘next’
& all my same days will make perfect sense to me, some day.

Deju vu.
My ‘now I get it !’ promise.

Just stay on the path.
Keep focused
& enjoy those gentle reminders.

YaY

🙂

I Am My Feelings