opposite of
I found myself googling,

recently,
for no apparent reason,
just wondering.
& what I received in return was …
opposite of feeling, or wanting to feel, optimism about a future event

opposite of inspiring or feeling hope and optimism

opposite of having or holding out hope of reaching one’s ambition

opposite of displaying what is likely to develop in a desirable or successful way

opposite of denotes a constructive or productive feeling … opposite of characterized by a good or happy sentiment … opposite of existing (only or purely) in one’s imagination … opposite of eagerly wishing or wanting of something or someone … opposite of strongly wanting to do or have something … opposite of having or showing a strong desire and determination to succeed … opposite of having potential
& um, wow.
I appreciate your reminder, opposite of,
but yep,

I’ll forever be.
🙂