What If
I’m a one day at a time kind of gal.
Don’t make me plan ahead, don’t ask me too far in advance.
I take each moment as it gets here.
One sweet sunrise at a time
& I consistently try to look at each and every single day as a gift.
Because that’s exactly what it is, a beautifully awesome, priceless gift.
But, you know how life can be.
Sometimes, try as I might, I get caught in the grind of living
& I take things,
many, MANY things, for granted
then, just like that, Covid-19 concerns and ! stay home ! alerts are everywhere
and I STOP
and I wonder.
What If ?
What if today was my very last day ?
What would I do ?
Where would I go ?
What would I say ?
Would I be happy with me and the way I’ve lived ? or would I have regrets and some last minute oh no’s !! ?
Would I feel joy in knowing my next stop is an extremely good place
or sadness, maybe even anger because I’ve been “robbed” ?
Why ME ??!??
Have I said everything I’ve meant to say ?
Do the people I treasure most know that I truly do treasure them most ?
Have I helped enough, done enough ?
Been kind enough ?
Would I be ok with today being THE last day if today actually was my last day ? or would I respond with a wait, WAIT !! just one more ! PLEASE ! ?
So many questions
& yet, one of these days really WILL be my last.
Do.
Say.
Be.
Live.
Enjoy.
Love.
Treasure.
Treat THIS today accordingly.
♥