Without

I’ve fallen into the habit of every time I create a story or poem, I place a written copy into an envelope and mail it to me

YaY

& according to yesterday, the last time I followed this routine was January 10, 2019

& whoa. That’s wayyyyy too many days in between then and now, which of course, has been bugging my brain because I have words floating around in my head but simply have not taken the time to write.

24 hours ago, I finally WROTE

& today, I offer you my newbie.

♥ Enjoy ♥

WITHOUT

Tell me, what will I do
With these feelings of you?
As I wander my way
Without

Shall I brush them aside?
Bordered up, I can hide
Endless tears, I’m destined
To cry

Can I stash them away?
In a vault they must stay
‘Til I’m strong and I’m brave
Once more

Or will helpless, it seems
Be the voice of my dreams
Memories, I now face
Alone

Do I search for the bright?
As I stumble and fight
To where I’ll find better
Again

Will I fall and insist
With this ache, coexist
Lost in questions, remain
Unsure

With confidence and trust
End this cycle, I must
The sunrise holds promise
I know

It is hope where I turn
Joyous lessons, I’ll learn
Together we will be
Some day

But until that sweet time
When infinite, we’ll shine
My heart will continue
To sigh

Tell me, what will I do
With these feelings of you?
As I wander my way
Without

🙂

Note To Self: Please mail me more often.