Turning Werewolf

“Got home from my walk and started feeling not so good. I’m going to lay down for awhile to see if that helps. I’ll call you later”

I hit send on that text and then, I crashed. Big time. I allowed my body to succumb to the ache and pain that had been tap, tap, tapping on my shoulder all morning, I opened my mind to every little word those persistent, pessimistic monkeys had to say, I put that blanket over my head and quietly declared, “I’m done.”

& at that moment, I was. With everything and everyone. Done. Tired. I was plain and simply tired of this, of that, of it all.

Woke up a few times and wandered here and there to see what I was missing, saw life was continuing without me, grabbed some much needed water, took a gulp and made my exit back to hiding. Goodbye until tomorrow

& now, tomorrow is today and although I don’t feel terrific, I do feel better.

YaY

I rev up the laptop, I debate blogging or not blogging, I sit down with an ‘eh, I’ll give it a try’ and I just happen to bump into these interesting words …

TONIGHT MONDAY SEPTEMBER 24 HARVEST MOON + EQUINOX MOST POWERFUL NIGHT OF 2018 Tonight Anything Is Possible

& I think, uh huh. I swear I’m turning werewolf.

YIKES

I hope I don’t get all hairy and mean and monster-y and all but, seriously Full Moon ?? Seriously ?? The older I get, the more in tune with your crazy vibes I feel and eek. EEK. This last go around has been epic and if you and your negativity can get hold of my brain every month like you do ? WoW Weeeeeeee !! Imagine the power of me if I channel positivity only.

hmmm. Sounds doable and I may just have to give it a try but, right now ? Yeah. This werewolf is going back to bed.

See you later, Full Moon.

grrrrr.

🙂