Show Me

Show Me

I’ve been trying to figure out a way to write this without sounding whiny or preachy.
I decided to just tell it like it is.

Stuff happens.
In my life, in your life, in everybody’s life.

There’s good.
There’s bad.
There’s ugly
There is beautiful.
Every single body has some kind of something going on.

We all have a story.
& today, I’d like to share a page out of mine.

I had an especially bad moment in December of 2013.
It came at a time when a lot of bad moments seemed to be following me around.
But, this moment was the straw that broke me.
I’d  had enough.
I could not take anymore.

I was alone at the time.
I sat in my room crumbled up and crying.
Ican’tdothisIcan’tdothisIcan’tdothis rumbled through my head.
I am done.
I am SO done.

The autopilot in my brain clicked on.
It guided me to the nook where my Bible sits.
Like a zombie, I grabbed that book and held on.
After a long while, I opened it, glanced down
& what I read became etched into my brain.

“I will instruct you and show you the way you should walk”


Those were the most beautiful words I had ever read.
They still are.

“I will instruct you and show you the way you should walk.”

Worry stopped right then and there.
No matter what happened next, I knew I would be ok.

It was a definite ‘everything changed inside of me’ day.
& I’ve been instructed and shown how to walk ever since.

Those wonderful words.

They didn’t make the stuff go away.
Not at all.
Stuff still happens, all the time.
The good, the bad, the ugly and the beautiful.
It’s all still here.
It’s  Life
& I am very much loving it because I see things, I handle things differently now.
I trust.

I. Trust.

“I will instruct you and show you the way you should walk.”


I do believe I will keep on walking.


I Am My Feelings