After This

I’ve been reading about the afterlife these days.
It fascinates me.

What happens after this ?

I remember taking classes in college about death, dying and such.
These were classes I wanted to take not required or easy credit.
I found the topic so very interesting even back in the day.

But, life suddenly happened.
I got busy.
My afterlife questions got put on the shelf.

Until recently.
Now I can’t seem to get enough.
The questions keep coming.
I’d say I’ve awakened.

So in my quest for knowledge I’ve stumbled across a few past life / reincarnation books.
& it makes me wonder.

My first reaction to any confrontation is to hide.
Cover up and hide and it will go away.
I’ve always been this way.
Don’t know why.

The thought of being under an overpass especially if a train is sitting on that overpass  =  absolutely terrifying.

Ooooh, it really makes me wonder.

Cutting the grass, raking leaves, stacking wood and shoveling snow.
I ADORE that kind of stuff….!

Even little things like colors (orange !), vegetables (broccoli), days of the week (I love Tuesdays).
or
The feeling I get when I pick up my guitar to practice my strumming.
or
My never ending obsession with trees, clouds and nature.

I’m finding things in me that I didn’t even know were there.
& it’s awesome.

So yes.
I do wonder.
I do wonder a lot.

Past lives ?
Reincarnation ?
Maybe / maybe not.
But …it makes sense to me.
Because it’s helping me make sense of me.

I am finding my answers.
I’m finding me.

I think I’ll keep wondering.

🙂