I Dare

Yep,
early morning, sooooo quiet, alone with my thoughts,
a habit, it has become.
It is here I find words, I figure out, I reconnect with my abilities, where I shooooo away questions, doubts, and WHY ??!!??
ahhhh.
Everything becomes crystal clear when I write.

Yes, occasionally I’ll look back at those failed, first attempts and cringe. Times when I knew I had it in me to DO, but unsure of the process, the should I ?? the HOW ?? So tucked away I stayed, a secret hidden, an impossibility believed

& right there says it alllll.
I never did, I never will
because the voice inside my head is quite insistent, as if privy to my tomorrows, she will not allow me to end this quest.
Nope.
Stopping is not an option.

And I realize how incredibly blessed I’ve been throughout this life. People placed on my path who know my song, who sing this tune, who prop me up, who keep me going. They are my encourage-rs, my believers and I simply would not be without their beautiful light.

Knowing there are other souls who’ve felt this feeling, who’ve experienced the angst, truly lightens my load.
I’m not the only one inspires me all the more

& so, I write.
♥
I dare.