What. If.

What. If.

Forgive …

Forget …

You make it sound SO. EASY. Forgive, Forget …

But truth be told ?? I tend to hang on tight to grudges, to humphs, to THAT’S IT. I’M DONE.
And yep, oftentimes, stubbornness is my worst enemy
so as my mind travels back to the human beings I’ve BIG BOLD MARKER-ED off my list with an insistent NEVER AGAIN.
I asked that not so nice part of me …

Could I ?
Would I ???

Oh yeah.
YES.
SURE.
I immediately answer me.
My mulish self HAS reached a point of forgive ’cause FORGET the origin of my mad, I do.

SO. THERE.

But how’s about  forgive-FORGIVE ?

’cause, ya know, there’s that tiny bit of a something called, what if ?
uh-huh
what if

my friend, Jesus,

reacts to me the way I react to those I’ve sworn off and cut out of my life ?
HMMMMM ??

and um, er, well,
when I phrase it THAT way …
yikes.

Hey, Self ?
I’m guessing a shift from could I ?? would I ?? to
can I ??
will I ??
needs to be addressed today
because …
yep …
hmmm …

 

And When