Very Ok

Very Ok

I had the weirdest dream last night so prepare yourself, my peeps …
I’m going to tell you alllll about it.

My dream had me in a wave of people.
A very steady stream of hundreds.
Some were together. Some, alone.
Most were happy. Some were not.
But everyone I saw was walking in the opposite direction.
Every once in awhile someone would shout out ‘Hey ! You’re going the wrong way !’
Each time, I’d smile and say “it’s ok “.
But, I couldn’t turn around even if I wanted.
When I tried to go their way, my dream body insisted I go my way, the opposite way.
Last thing I remember was being very ok with going the ‘wrong’ way

& then I woke up.

That’s it ?? you ask.
Yep.
That’s it.

But that dream of mine has hunkered down in my brain
& I think it might be moving in.
You see, I’ve often felt like I’m the one walking the wrong way
& I’ve always questioned it.
I’ve continually wondered, is it me ?

Why do I like this when everybody else likes that ?
Why do I want to be here when everybody else is there ?
Why do I want to wear this when everybody else is wearing that ?
Why don’t I feel the way everyone else is feeling ?
& I would think to myself that I must be wrong.
Or weird.
Or something.
It must be something.
It took me a very long while to figure out that I’m ok
& it’s ok.

We all need to follow the ‘whatever’  inside of us
& I’m happy to admit I am now very, VERY ok with my ‘whatever’
I don’t feel like I’m walking the wrong way anymore.
I’m walking the way I was meant to walk.

YaY

I’m hoping you feel the same way about the ‘whatever’ inside of you.
If not, find it.
Align with it.
Because when you do, I promise you will be saying …
YES.
It’s all good.
It’s all finally, FINALLY good.

🙂

p.s.
Go ahead and admit it.
You love my dreams ! !

I Am My Feelings